October 30, 2014 1 Comment
It seemed the goal of every seminarian I studied with was to be called as a full-time pastor, minister, missionary, non-profit leader, etc. Rarely did I meet anyone whose desire was to be cross-vocational.
The singular aspiration was to find full-time support with full-time benefits, combing with a full-time salary, resulting in full-time demands in their ministry calling. The idea of going cross-vocational (my terminology for bi-vocational) was the furthest thing from their mind.
And to be honest, as a 20-something seminarian, I had the same mindset. While I served cross-vocationally my entire seminary life (i.e., working at a publishing company, a community center, a toy store, parking cars at a country club, substitute teaching while serving as a part-time youth minister), I dreamed of one day being on full-time staff.
I desperately wanted to be called to one place serving them full-time so I could be single-minded in my vocation and not so tired from running all over the place trying to make ends meet.
So when seminary graduation came, my hopes for full-time ministry were finally fulfilled. I was called to serve a church as a full-time associate pastor. That is what I did for the next 5 years. I served full-time, 40, 50, 60 hours per week, week in and week out. I thought I had finally made it to the big time.
But quickly I started noticing something I had not anticipated. I started noticing that I was constantly surrounded with Christian people. All my friends were Christians. All the people I interacted with on a weekly basis were Christians. Most of the time the only people I saw were church members and their families.
The demands of full-time ministry pushed me further and further into an entirely Christian sub-culture. I rarely heard cuss words anymore. I rarely saw people get drunk and stumble out to their car. I rarely heard any of the office gossip I remembered from the publishing company, because my office was now a church office.
My full-time ministry was pulling me further into a vacuum-like tunnel where all I did was serve Christian people, teach Christian people, counsel Christian people and walk alongside Christian people. Encountering someone without a relationship with Jesus Christ was rare.
This is the danger of full-time ministry, particularly in a local church. On the mission field and in the non-profit world, there are plenty of interactions with unbelievers, but church-based pastoral ministry can be very insulated from the real depth of spiritual lostness.
That is why I have loved (and thrived) in cross-vocational ministry on the Christian college campus. My university admits all sorts of people, believers and unbelievers, domestic and internationals. While I am still somewhat in a Christian bubble, I do interact with all sorts of people who know very little about Jesus or even nothing at all. They are students in my classes, athletes on scholarship, internationals studying abroad, and non-traditional students giving college a second chance.
I still serve the local church and love preaching and teaching God’s Word to God’s people, but being connected with unbelievers reminds me that Jesus came into the world to save sinners like me. He came and died and commissioned us to live sent, live missionally, live in a world that desperately needs to know Him.
Cross-vocational ministry has provided a much easier path to missional living than full-time church ministry ever could have. I pray that more and more pastors, ministers, and seminarians will consider giving their lives to cross-vocational ministry as a life calling. Full-time is nice, cross-vo (in my humble opinion) is better.